Lyrics
I hate myself from the inside
My happy face a mask that I hide behind
And every choice I make is a firefight
Life is a life maybe I'm blind
You never said I was anything
Just a punching bag for your everything
You beat me down then judge all the little things
I bid you farewell I'm leaving this hell
But your words remain
A hole is tearing through my everything
There's something missing
And I'm already losing myself
The hollow grows and it's taking control
I can't deny there is nothing inside
They always ask if I'm okay
Adjust my mask and present them a new me
I make my jokes and distract them eternally
Send them away never engage
Why do you hate my existence
I tried peace but your hate is persistent
And now I'm drowning in an ocean of anguish
Pulling me down feels like I'll drown
But still your words remain
A hole is tearing through my everything
There's something missing
And I'm already losing myself
The hollow grows and it's taking control
I can't deny there is nothing inside
The hollow grows
The hollow grows
Search me and see I'm empty
I fill the void with a million things
But it never seems to fix this hole in me
Why am I still broken
Search me and see I'm empty
I fill the void with a million things
But it never seems to fill the hole in me
Why am I still breaking down
A hole is tearing through my everything
There's something missing
And I'm already losing myself
The hollow grows and it's taking control
I can't deny there is nothing inside